A Note To //

last month was hard, for a lot of reasons; they don't all need to be named. there were some great things that happened don't get me wrong, but when the bad hit... it hit really, REALLY, hard and outweighed the good this time.. and that's okay. i'm still working through it.

i just wanted to take the time to write to everyone that helped me, even in the smallest bit last month. .. now, if i were to write about EVERYONE specifically this post would be basically a mini novel; so i'm going to try and sum it up. but don't think you're not important or that it went unnoticed if you reached out to me.. because all of it even the little comments helped me.

my followers and friends ... some of you i barely know, if at all, and you checked on me countless times. even when i said i was doing poorly you still told me how inspiring i am, that i still motivate you, and make you more comfortable with speaking your own mind. and that makes me happy; knowing i even inspired one person to speak their mind, feel more confident, or just love themselves a little more. i'm so glad that even at some of my worst times i'm still someone to look up to. my coworkers ... we spend more time together sometimes than the people we (well, you) live with, but i do love it. even when it does get stressful and frustrating, knowing i have such a large support group around me every day is one of the best things i could ever ask for. not to mention inspiriting and unbelievably knowledgeable people. i'm glad to have a group like you all to make me laugh, learn, and to even distract myself from my own mind. my not so old best friend ... hearing from you made me happier than you could ever imagine. when you reached out to me it made me so happy and so sad. happy because it felt like you never left, you're someone i can pick up right where we left off and it always be comfortable. sad because with life we've just grown apart. i want you forever even when we're not together; but i know you're always there and i'm always here too. i'm glad that you're still a part of my life even if we are distant most of the time. my fabs ... for always making me laugh even when i don't want too. for listening to me being completely utterly obnoxious with complaining and still telling me that everything is going to be okay and always boosting my confidence (even if i don't accept them right away ~ love yall). my bestfriend ... for always checking on me even when i'm being a bitch, i love you. and i'm so glad you're still in my life. and i still appreciate you even though i'm a pain in the ass. my boo ... for listening to me bitch every day, basically all of the time. and still willing to say some random something to make me smile. even if its you eating a pizza instead of a workout. i adore the laughs.

There are so many people in my life that i appreciate so so much and sooo many that were not mentioned in this post, but it didn't need to be a huge novel. just know, you're noticed and i do appreciate it.. even the people that i don't talk too every day, but still reach out to me, i do enjoy your kind words and/or thoughts. i hope i can continue to be someone you all look up too.

now.. before i say 'appreciate' 82 more times.... i'll be done for now.//more motivational and just every day posts coming your way soon - don't worry, i didn't completely lose myself ;) thanks for reading. as always comments are encouraged; let me know if there's other stuff you're curious about or want me to write about. Best,~ the savage